Sunday, January 13, 2013

The Beginning of the Most Tiring Year

Let's do everything we want before the times bring you to that tons of shit out there! me always wishing that every single times of my life could be easily filled by a bowl of happiness everyday. But the times keep running, bringing us to the day we would never expect before. 

Well, everyone have their own chance to feel such a happiness moment of their life even just a bit. It comes as a stepping-stone while we had to face something that we might call as the worst moment somewhat. But it's getting pretty cruel when it made us forget about everything we have to face in the future latter. Or let's say that all of that things made us felt like a dont-know-what-to-do person when it's end. Has anyone felt the same eh? or you guys just didn't know what I was just sayin' because you think that I came from the other planet with my fucking words that almost impossible to be felt by everyone here. Geez!


Okey, but now I want you to look at the title. See? Yeap, my time to start has came. In the beginning I felt like absolutely nothing, yap nothing to do again with this world. Because I have been thinking about something worst might happens tomorrow or one of my tomorrows while I was starting my life with everything new in a different digit of year. Yeah I feel sooo damn scared about facing every single obstacles that I dont know when it comes to block my way. I'm scared if one day I was on the top and that shit suddenly comes and makes me fall. I've felt it, and I know exactly how it feel. I felt like I couldnt deal with life, I felt like I was done with this world. It's so damn paintful! Aaargh I dont even know, how that shit keep me on stress. 


I know that writing such an unmeaningful story is just useless, it's nonsense. The point is just because by doing this activities makes me know how bad I was on the condition where I was on the low position on the life-wheel. It makes me want to change myself, to bring back the old me when I got my spirit before that time of shit took it away. I know that it's fucking difficult and need a lot of time, but I know the fact that I can get it back, because it's mine. Something I have, will be my own and nothing can throw it.


So yeah! Stay positive on every problems that comes. That's the point.We might fall, but we must rise again. Miley said that "Life is a climb!" so, climb every mountain in front of us, and get the best view from it!


Remember that, a series of the most tiring year has just begun. LEGGOOOOO!!